Friday, May 8, 2009

no explanation

I am struggling to describe how I feel right now. I am writing one of my finals, and for some reason I feel like I am blowing it (even though I am writing some GOLD right now).

Is there something that I am forgetting to do? Some huge project that I have procrastinated on so much, I actually pushed it out of my brain?

What I am feeling, for some reason, is guilt. It's like I have already failed.

My attempt to make myself feel better is to be realistic. I went through every class and figured my grade and what I need on the final. Easily I can get A's in some and B's in most. There is one good chance of a C.

I feel irrationally panicky. I cannot wait for grades to come out.

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